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Sunday, February 11, 2007

haiz haiz.
time to make decisions again.
its really hard to make a decision.
its not as easy as the decision making we do in fnn now.
one wrong turn? or?

pg22 of the JAE 07 booklet
1.2 If you OBTAIN 12 points or better for your l1r5 aggregrate, and wish to ... , it is advisable for you to join the JC course.

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was looking through the booklet...
my mum keep asking me to go for SAJC or AJC... or even ACJC
cause of some 'advice' she hears frm some people.
she doesnt really approves of cj even though she didnt say anything.
she is just like, are you sure? is it good?
the more she say, the more i dont feel like entering that 2 jcs.
it just irks me, somehow, or maybe is it due to the rebellious nature?
or maybe am i getting attached to CJ?
the people there. however not the building as yet. haha.
i dont even wish to go to AJ in the first place due to some bias reasons.
i know for sure i cant possibly get into the top 5 now.
so much so of hoping to go in hcjc at the beginning of 06.
some regrets may be a little too late right?

i had thought of appealing to other jcs, as advised.
some people also suggested to me to sent in my paper for remarking and so on, for a sum of $100.80.. lol... is it that useful? will it guarantee a better grade? or?
another alternative is to retake my paper. for english.
is it worth it?

for sure i know i wont want to go into poly.
i know i wont be the poly type of person.
=x